The Stories
Friday, November 12, 2010
Eh bitch, ask me question la... ANYTHING!
http://formspring.me/eqinnastra
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Eh bitch, ask me question la... ANYTHING!
http://formspring.me/eqinnastra
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Saturday, November 6, 2010
hahahaha! well, i let my bf ans you once he sees this alright? he knows me the best than anyone else have ever understands me :)))
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Kata orang paku serpih,
mengata orang dia yang lebih
Lihatlah diri sendiri,
sebelom mengata orang ye?
______________________
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Back to blog with a promised made thatthis post gonna let you see,how my new house gonna look like...So here it goes
The Living room 
The Kitchen
The living room &kitchen from front door view
My room :)
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
*cough cough*
Sorry, i just came in back here
and found out that my blog is sooo dusty already!!!
So ok, here i am...
IM BACK BLOGGING!!!
hahahaha
First of all,
let me update you guys that
ive moved from Woodlands to Marsiling...
Which i found shitty
and its just my life that i have to adapted to...
Been moving from house to house
for the 5th time of my life!
and thats hilarious!
hate it,
but must live with it like of cos...
Theres just one thing about dad
that i still dont understand,
it has been always his ridiculousness overated!
Wonder when he could really stop being ABNORMAL...
hes making my skies into purple colour,
the grass in pink colour
and my life is not even rainbowed
but BLACK!
How?
and its always been BLACK
since the day i had brains to really even THINK!
Never been happy with him much...
He stills owes me Disney Land when i was a kid...
He told me to like be the top 3 in class
and he swore that he will!
and i did make it 2nd in class...
but what did i get?
DUST!
LMAO!!!
from the age of 8 to now 21...
STILL NO DISNEY LAND!!!
And what about other promises he have made? well, majority all are just words spoken... but no actions taken... so yeah... DAD IS DAD... I wonder does anyone ever had the same way like my dad is? anyone? LOL!
and yup,
ive finally successfully graduated
with a legal cert!
hurrayy!!!
what im gonna do with it?
i guess i just have to like see whats there to use for in the future..
hehehe!
Planning to go poly next year btw...
and if i cant make it,
i guess, working full-time or proceed to higher nitec in early childhood
i hope i could continue schooling...
as i need to get atleast diploma cert in my life...
Still on the search of full-time job
yet not to avail...
like shitty well,
i guess i need to keep on trying...
LOVE HAS ALWAYS BEEN GOOD...
i dont cry like i always used to...
i dont cry for the wrong person if i do
i'll see rapid changes in my life...
and ive never been so happy like im at right now...
thanks <3
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
oh well,
i'll update you guys more
on the new hse on my next post..
i try my best to capture lots of my new house pics for viewing...
is that ok?
ALRIGHT THEN...
PS - here! let me enclosed you guys to a happy family photo of my this year NDP mates! and oh! every Saturday, im really commited to this bunch of guys! Heart them alot!
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Don't even know what i want and even what i need!
I don't want anything now...
MOODLESS!
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
So fast 2010 brought us to April...January, February and March are gone...
They await for next year...Seeing things passes so fast after the age on 21...Gosh! Im already 21...
Whats there to share and update eh?haha!
let me update on my life first :)LIFE STORY- Getting better cause i never REALLY skip medication
- Workaholic (work so much but money still not enough!)
- I got angry for no reasons lately =X
- I got hook by playing tap tap revenge 3 most of my free time
- Facebooking everyday without fail(everyone knows it)
DAILY ROUTINE- Sleeps at 3am the earliest and 7am the latest =X
- Woke up prolly at 3pm daily
- 4pm went off to work...
- 10.30pm/11pm end of work
- 11plus/12plus at home
- 12plus facebooking, chatting, gaming, hacking till im done with my things =D
(And thats practically what i did everyday)
MONTHLY SCARIFICATION- $50 to dad
- $40 to mom
- $50 to home bills
- $38 to Starhub Mobile
- $42 to Starhub Maxonline
- $10 to cousin Nora(For owing money to buy my study table!)
(once done paying all this, remaining is for me to spend! So little!)
WEEKENDS- Off days or work -_-zzz
- If off days, i went out with my love ones...
- The only time i could get to see my annoying nephew
- Kite flying
- Fishing
- Badminton-ing
(Basically things are spend with love ones :))
Signing off....
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Perangai tkmo mcm taik la sey...
Benda kecik pon nak buat muka and all...
merepek siak...
Aku ade perasaan jugak ok
stakat psl benda yg aku tak dpt tolong,
teros kau mcm gini?
Tengok sekarang...
Kau rasa worth it tak?
Kau yg taknak bebual dgn aku....
Kau ikot sgt dgn perasaan kau tuh
matikan kesabaran...
Suka hati kau lah...
Aku mcm dah had enough already...
perangai taik!
membosankan dan menyampah!
tak sangka enda kecik pon bley
buat kau mcm gini?
seriously, you're too senstive!
AKU DAH MALAS!
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Sunday, March 7, 2010
I dont like to be rush
I dont even like to make decision
I just think i needed my own room to breath
You got no reasons to be jealous
I've never been untrue
So does it really matter if they're looking
I'm only looking at you
You should never try to change me
I can be nobody else
And I like the way I am
but if you dont like the way i already do,
then try to live with it or even move on
I can't have no chains around me,
can't you see
I could be anything you dream of,
but I gotta feel free
Believe me,
you'll be looking for trouble
if you hurt me
What you see is what you get
This is me, hey you
If you want me, don't forget
You should take me as I am
Cause really its the truth...
Dont make me feel suffocating
hate it
i need room for myself
try to be me and you'll know what i mean
Let me have time to think freely...
please...!
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
1) Im broke2) Addicted to Facebooking and Tap-Taping on iPhone3) Sick (Sore Eyes)4) Gotta get my another monthly check up this week...5) Im still thinking of getting iPhone 3GS... Should i?6) In need of digital camera to go camwhoring alone7) Reaching 21 years old soon makes me goes "AIYAIYAI"! cant stop thinking!8) Love strucks!!! The Right or Left?9) My heart feel so sick!10) Peace in family11) Stop skipping medicine12) Stop rubbing eyes13) Stop eating expensive food!14) Should stop being fussy15) Stay home often... *HATES IT*Ok thats all i wanna post...If it bores you,im sorry...just a summarizes about my life...Will update again... :)
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Saturday, February 27, 2010
*BIG SIGH*
I don't need your money
i don't even need anything...
I'm happy of what i are and what i'am
It may not be perfect to you,
but you've just gotta live with that...
like how i live life with your nonsense...
Life goes on
without your love ones
live it...
You'll get over it soon...
Its not as ugly as you may think...
cause the feeling of hurt is a part of growing...
Nevertheless,
you gonna be fine,
for sure
Cause there's nothing in me,
that could go back on my words...
not now, or maybe never at all...
Truth is,
i cannot forget you...
the hurting part and also the happiest part as well
You can call me cruel,
but im just being,
CRUEL to be KIND
Whats the harm of being
just a friend...
And what about close friends?
You feel ashamed now,
think, how do i deal with the shameness i felt
when im with you?
When you are down,
im there...
majority im there...
But when im down,
where the heck are you?
where did you go to?
If you think its hurting you badly,
im hurting my ownself too
*GOD*
Maybe,
i somehow need time to be alone...
and get myself fix...
There's still hopes and dreams beyond us...
but somehow,
it been blurred...
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Eqin is a change person...
Put future her 1st...
Seriously,
you could say whatever you wanna say...
Shes happy with what she is right now...
LOVE ME
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My friends say I’m a fool to think
That you’re the one for me
I guess I’m just a sucker for love
‘Cuz honestly the truth is that
You know I’m never leavin’
‘Cuz you’re my angel sent from above
Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you (love me)
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me u love me
People try to tell me
But I still refuse to listen
Cuz they don’t get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love, oh your love
Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I’ll put nothin above ya. above ya
Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me , kiss me
Say that u miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me.
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
Friday, January 29, 2010
PLEASE READ CAREFULLY!!!
Im considering about getting surgery,
that doctor have made me to decide it asap...
Although im not sure
if its a good decision to go for the OP,
i still think that the doctors are known better what to do...
And if the surgery does not succeed,
And, im not here again to blog, a
ll i can say is that;
I WILL MISS EVERYONE....
I WILL MISS MY FAMILY...
I WILL MISS MY DEAR...
I WILL MISS F4....
I MISS MY WORK COLLEAGUE...
I MISS MY NDP FRIENDS...
I MISS TALKING TO FACEBOOK FRIENDS...
MAINLY,
I MISS ALL, EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING!!!
Im sorry if i have to leave so early...
leaving this world without any future ahead me...
Regretted to those misbehave that i've been...
Im sorry if i ever used up any of your money...
Im sorry if i hurt any of you as well...
You guys will be miss....
I wish that this "growth" in me
disappears...
And hopefully im gonna get well soon...
Amin...
Love,
Eqin Nastra
Eqin Bieber ♡ YOU and PHOTOGRAPHY
My future ride ;)
The Living room 
The Kitchen
The living room &kitchen from front door view
My room :)
Signing off.... 
